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Dance to Love: Part 3

14th February!

After Aranya fight both were not talking anymore. Like every other story and nature of friendship, grudges are difficult to carry on when it's all about loving each and other's company. To get the things on track, it takes a lot more. Sahaj initiated first; the hand of friendship after inviting her to a dinner in nearby famous restaurant. 
        If one can acknowledge this then it is a sign of first liking as well. He started liking her even after such fights. He started keeping her messages, noticing her preferences, liking her style, her company. It is not always easy to express everything in the first shot, but yes, friendship can make things easier and understandable. And if you follow this then things could become complex when you come to know that the one on whom you are having a crush, is already having a crush on another guy, who is one of your friend. Yes! Akuti was having crush on another guy from dance team and they were already seeing each other.
       Sahaj knew all about this and he was jealous, but he never expressed his feelings to her because he was real happy with her all the time. Like all the fights earlier happened, few more continued on small things but in one of these fights, in days of December, she called him to make things "normal" but when he started talking like everything was normal she was surprised . But he felt really good when she said “What happened? Still angry?”, this was the reason which made him reply very happily to her. 

NEW Year came with new hopes and incidents. 
JANUARY  2012 !!!

They started talking more than usual, sharing thoughts, minor incidents, likings etc. But at the same time love was in the air for him, and he was ignoring that! “JUST FRIENDS ..... Hahahahaha “kind of odd.

He was seriously taking that closeness as friendly, but was too curious to know whether she was a girl of his choice or not. She was very much into the guy at whom she had a crush, so Sahaj just made himself clear that she would never accept him even though by that time he was not even sure about Akuti and her guy relationship. He was just happy to be with her.

February came and he was simply dying to admit his love for her because by that fourth dimension, he cleared that thing. He even started giving small hints to her, but she never noticed. Then 14th February came and he decided to propose her. But on 13th evening, he was not sure about his decision. He was very tensed and he called her at around 2 am and was not ready to say whatever he was thinking. Things came out the other way. That conversation made him aghast.She was already into relationship with that guy she had a crush on! She was not in the mood to share this thing with Sahaj, but he made her share all the things because that was more important for him. 


He'd lost himself somewhere!! He was already in love with her. The next day he met her, but glow was not on his face, she was not happy because she was being cheated by her boyfriend and she noticed this for the first time on 13th evening when her boyfriend lied to her that he was not in the university and was busy with assignments at home, but he was with another girl in the university. Things were not same like earlier days, Sahaj was resisting himself to show anything to her, but things were happening the way it were made to happen. They were regularly talking on the phone. After hearing all this, they became closer to each other. She shared everything with him about her relationship and the problem she was facing with her boyfriend. Sahaj was always trying to help her tackle any problem in her way and she also started trusting him for most of the things.
Sahaj was not happy with her relationship because he was all in love with her and she was simply treating him as a friend. Situation was getting out of control. And it turned worse when for the first time they went to a famous restaurant nearby university for lunch and on the way coming back, they had a fight because of her boyfriend. Same day, Sahaj told her that he likes her. She was not expecting that, but she was already having an intuition that someday Sahaj would surely admit that!

Now the everything was different and both knew that they were in love with each other. She requested him to forget all those feelings and just remain friends, but her hesitation made him clear that she was just helpless. He decided to stop meeting each other, but she was not happy with that and she requested him not to do that with her. That night, they talked till 4 a.m. 

 Link for Part 2: Dance to Love: Part 2

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